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Last weeks weekli is left out. I might not update for this week either. Depends on if I feel like it. I think I'll just leave it for a while.
Everything is good, don't worry. Better than in a long time. I'm just not in the mood for writing about it here. Well, not now.
Everything is good, don't worry. Better than in a long time. I'm just not in the mood for writing about it here. Well, not now.
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weekli
Yeah. Weird week this one. This is really getting personal. Better not say too much.
Here's something positive - my doctoral visits are moving towards me getting a diagnosis. I almost don't know how to begin to explain what this means to me, it puts my whole life into a new perspective. My mind says you should be worried about this diagnose, but it lets me relax. I find it easier for me to understand my past behaviour, and also how I can relate to the me of today. Actually, there are ways to be fully rehabilitated from this disorder they say, and I'm starting treatment sometime in December. Thanks doc. Already seeing betterment. Looking forw
weekli
Another week, another weekli!
Internet was out yesterday so I couldn't post.
I have been living through my days in the far reaches of the self, deep deep down, and also doing some basic stuff in order to keep healthy. Mostly it's been a pattern of sleeping and eating, remembering, writing, and some personal interest reading to keep my mind active with other things than the myriad of thoughts and feelings. A few walks. Talked a bit on the phone to understand more. Expanding my calendar with new things to do.
Deeper personal insights are forming around me. I can come to grips with feelings I haven't slowed down to identify before, and start
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So it's been kind of a non-spectacular week.
I understand I'm going through a few different phases, and sometimes life just wants to be kind of slow.. I've felt the need to write a lot of the things I'm thinking about down. On paper, on le phone, on forum, pretty much everywhere. A lot of feelings and thoughts, understanding and acceptance. Identifying what has been triggering stress to try and avoid it in the future.
I've been doing things I enjoy and need to feel good, and keep a good cognition. Been working out and cooking, building physical strength and eating like a small horsie. And I've been to the doctor's office. They are really go
weekli
Last week was meant to study for exams. But I deeply felt the need for something else. Not a lot of art but.. as I've said, during the last few years I've been going through changes and I'm very happy for having fought my way through a lot of things. Life has changed for the better.
Although a lot of things have made me happier, like going back to school to reshape the bad experience I had about that as a child, learning more about nature and meeting new people, I've also been contemplating during the last two-three months whether or not I should put myself on sick-leave.
It might sound weird. University just started.. I have now learned ho
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